it's no surprise when you are miss someone badly lately, feeling like beating people, looking at the wall thinking of something, alone, doing nothing; so do i. life is just so miserable which make a person grow stronger or weaker. some will took this opportunity and learn from mistakes but some will just let it be and never know the mistake that they have done. recently, i found out i have done a lot of mistakes for the past fucking many years that i am lazy to count. when you grow older, you think back of the past you will remind of the happiness, sadness, regretful moment of your life. but it's just part of your life, you still have to continue your life to fucking earn your fucking money or fucking study your fucking books. STUDY? WORK? it's that all what i will do for remain of my life. i wonder when it's the time ENJOY will come to me. day dreaming i drive a Ferrari, a big house just beside the sea side, viewing sunset with the love one every day. FUCK! how to achieve that dream.
i guess i just can pass my life with a normal life like my dad =P . Although it's bored, but i love my family. i miss them so much now T_T
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